I just don't have internet access. I'm pirating access at work.

A lot has happened, and I have a lot to tell you.

-Steve started dating again.

-I'm not dating anyone, although I tried to for about a month. Now I can't stand the guy, and he wont leave me alone. I tolerate him because he's my new room mate.

-Alex is staying with Steve, who is trying to take me to court to say I'm a bad parent because I asked him if he thought I should give up my rights. Idaho is a messed up state. I'm a messed up state. I'm still harboring feelings for Steve. He's now dating Ashley...which makes me more mad, because she's my friend and I think she's a great choice. Ugh.

-I'm still friggin in love with Gabe, the most infuriating man on the planet.

-I went to Oregon for the first time a few weekends ago.

-I got promoted at work. I'm now on the Research Team. (Cool music)

-I drove for the first time yesterday, and it was soooo empowering.

-Wendy graduates from A School on Wednesday, and then she'll be flying back to take me away from all this...at least for a couple of days.

-I miscarried....don't be sad. I was excited that I was pregnant, but I'm glad I miscarried, because me and the father didn't work out, I don't want to be with him, and it's better this way. I don't think I want any more kids anyways.

-Alex turned 1 on July 10th. I fed him cake. He promptly got it in his ears, hair, diaper, on the bottom of his feet, and somehow managed to get blue poop for a week.

-I miss you guys...so much. I can't really promise access to a computer, but I do want to keep in touch with some of you. my email is kungfububblegrl@hotmail.com.

Also, if you email me and would like to text message, we can exchange phone numbers. I do miss you alot....Nightbug. (sniff)

Keep me in your thoughts. Hopefully, I'll be back on the Web soon.