Wow. Another blog. Another adventure.
Do you ever look at a blank page and feel daunted, overwhelmed? It's so...forceful. It screams at you to be filled, to occupy.
And so you start where your mind will take you, and go with it.
I had a post all ready to go at one point, but something apparently happened and I lost all that I had written.
It's a disheartening feeling, and I almost didn't continue.
But I had to persevere and write. Because I have to keep trying, I suppose.
So, my name is Stephanie. I am almost 20 years old. I am a brunette, short, and stocky.
Not stocky as in fat. Stocky as in I am athletic and short.
Excepting that now that I'm pregnant, my waistline is through the roof.
This blog is about my relationship with Steven. My lover, soul mate, best friend, confidant, counselor, and father of my baby.
Steve is tall, with broad shoulders, brown hair, and tannish-yellow eyes. Like that of a tiger. Hence my nickname for him, Tiger-eyes.
Steve considers me his lover. I'm not sure what else. I don't know if he considers someone else his soul mate. He's told me I'm not his best friend: He doesn't want to hurt all his other friends feelings.
He is a counselor, something he takes on. He talks me through pain, happiness, etc.
And obviously the father of my baby.
As you can see from the paragraph above, there are things wrong in the relationship.
And the things wrong are Steve's lack of commitment.
Granted, Steve's parents aren't role models of love and nurturing.
I just hope I don't have to end this relationship with him....which I have promised myself I would do if Steve doesn't marry me.
I'm a stubborn little woman, with a baby on the way. Get ready. This could get ugly.