Alexander has a horrendous rash. REALLY bad. Not just kinda bad, I mean....we called doctors. Personally, I shall give you other theories.
My theory: Our diaper rash ointment has Always worked. It's never given me a problem, ever. He's been fine.

NOW. For about a week, Steve didn't have a job. During this time, Steven apparantly had an issue with changing Alex's diaper, because I came home one night and he had a horrible rash. I knew it was because Steve wasn't taking as good of care of him as he could be. He was too busy playing on the computer.
THEN, Sharon decides that it couldn't be her precious baby boy. Oh no. NO, it's the ointment. She throws away anything we give her, and uses Benzenoide Zinc Ointment or something. Whatever it is, it's supposed to be for burns or minor cuts. Rashes,...yeah. NOT SO MUCH. So he comes home with a swollen diaper area and sadness.
And immediately Sharon is saying we aren't changing his diaper enough. We need to soak him in sea salt. We need to start being more diligent. Me, basically. Steve can do no wrong with me around.
So we do it. Then she calls today and says "I'm taking him to MY doctor tomorrow." *disclosure* please not, this is not a pediatrician, nor is this a qualified Medicare doctor. So she'd shell out money, blah blah blah, and we would never hear the end of it. Thanks, but no. I got a hold of the Pediatrician, and we're going in tonight.

I am so sick of his parents. Over the weekend, his dad called and told Steve not to give me his debit card or information-I was a sneaky, twisted bitch that couldn't be trusted.

He's a two-faced, back stabbing, racist hillbilly.

I'm sick of it. I'm ready to take Alexander and go.

Okay. I love you nightbug, really.
In other news, how is everyone?
I'm watching Heroes. more....later. I must watch.....Yeshhhhhhhh.

Where I live, there is no Anime network.
And that makes me a sad panda.
Pretear.
I love anime.

At any rate, I will just watch anime. That I buy. Because I dont have....anything....

"I hope you can see this because I'm doing it as hard as I can."
Ah....Aquateen.....

So, anyone here watch Aquateen Hunger Force? Yeah. I do.

So, imagine my surprise when I am on my way to work this morning and listened to a news report for DAVE KEN AND MOLLY (shout out my radio peeps) that mooninites scared to POO out of city dwellers.

Ah, the beauty.

Apparantly someone is selling one of them....last I heard it was going for 1000.00's.

Ah.....Aquateen. I can onlu watch it a bit at a time. Too much, and my brain turns into meatwad. But when I do, it's gregarious.

Aside from that: nothin.

It really is.
SO.
Things are going well for me right now. I've been watching too much Kevin Smith, so my mind is slightly warped-forgive me if I tangent on all sorts of things, and start saying "sir" more than once a paragraph.

Steven and Lacey and Clint and Nathan all have jobs at the same place I work at, they just work a building away.

Which is fine. I think Steve and I being in the same building would be like Silence of the Lambs-but less cannibalism, and more euniching. Oh, trust me. Better he's far off.

Adam from work got fired, CRAZY. Although, today I kinda blew up at work. I yelled at Susan, my BOSS. I had a call, no one knew the right answer, NO ONE, and then things spiraled out when the information cost me precious time-and wrap up, and my stats were affected.
Susan came over and told me that I had to figure out how to work a random, extremely obscure day in my shift.
AND THEN. *sigh*
She actually accused me of faking, yes, FAKING my epilepsy so that I could get an ideal schedule.
I left work early. I should be coming back to a job, but it's debatable.
I wont even say all the things I could about the stupid, conniving, illiterate, retarded, ....*ahem....(peace....peace....peace)....supervisor. ugh.

Other than that....I've been really REALLY hostile towards Steven lately. Like alot. I dunno. I really think it's just the end...or close to it. I'm trying to enjoy what time I have left with the guy. I don't think he has any sort of clue. He doesn't understand that the occasional I love you and the random fondle a relationship does not make.
I want someone who isn't afraid to fight back. Who isn't afraid to just yell at me. I want someone who has a SEX DRIVE. Dear God.
I want someone that would like to do things for me like I would for him.
I think that at this point in the relationship, if someone wants something from the other, we immediately say no. Not because we don't want to do the THING, it's the idea of doing something for the other person. "Oh, you want me to grab you a towel...yeah...uh.huh.....FUCK YOU." *slam*
That's not really typical. Even when we're mad at each other, we grab the stupid towel. If anything as a white flag...erm...towel. Or just cuz arguing with Steve naked is just wierd. He seems vulnerable and funky. And soggy. It's wierd.
How are the room mates? Nathan is doing his thing, as usual. Marcus just got back from ....uh....some place that isn't Idaho, that's all I know. OUT THERE. The great abyss. The rest of the world outside of our gated, Neo-Nazi community. We don't have one any....no, I take that back. We have two still, but they are greatly ignored. Last time we paid attention to Richard Butler was when he ran for mayor of Hayden Lake, Idaho. My hometown, what what. And EVERY VOTING RESIDENT turned out to vote against. I think the votes were 540 to 30. Yeah. So it's not that huge of a community-but yeah. We try.
Is it sad that as I write this I'm listening to the Prince of Egypt soundtrack. Let my People Go.
WOW.
No, I'm not high. If I was, I wouldn't be typing. I'd be munching. I think I got a pyschic "high" vibe from Kevin Smith. Although the tire around the middle and the jean capris and creepy shoes....
nah. I have better taste.
I think.

What else....
Oh, we put the crib up.

After all that, it doesn't seem all that important. But I put it together with the help of Nathan and Ashley.

Yeah, I have more I could say, to be sure, sir, but I wont. I need to go to bed.

Gotta get up at Odark30.

I love you Streamers.